I Guess They Are Words and Now They are Knot/not..

 I realize spelling is impossible and important. The English language is a language you will spend your whole life learning.  And still never read or hear every single word or combination. Would it make for a good computer language? I suppose it already is to excess. Till you can't find the correct word to say or the correct sentence structure. I don't worry excessively about grammar and punctuation on this blog because there are some spelling and grammar mistakes I want to fix and repair and some I don't. We all need a good or great editor from time to time and I am always more concerned with mistakes offline than online. But I realize clarity is also important. This is a personal blog that I believe few people read, but with stats you can't allows believe that they are an odometer only going in one direction. Words are fluid, hollow occasionally, and how many of them are there?

I have three. Words. Does time move backwards. No. But videogames and books and records etc. allow us to visit the past. Will things change? Yes. In a desirable direction? Potentially also yes. But sometimes the classics win. I don't want to get stuck in the past. But I do value it. The experiences I've had and the people who have inspired me. Am I alone? In this world? Obviously not. No one is. Today I am married in my mind to someone and we have a song. Obviously a song is created by history and we are all married to history. Multiple people are always involved. That's just counseling. I hope they succeed whoever they are, because their division is our division and a lot of it is tribal to this day. Do I escape the one in my head or story. No because we need each other to prove that we exist. If we don't love or argue than we separate. And try something new. I create new book for a select audience because I find sometimes writing to one person you admire is often sufficient. They don't have to read the letter or story if they don't want to. I'm hopeful they will. But you never know till they respond. I wrote to iliona because maybe I just wanted to write to someone new. It was spontaneous and done. I hope to work on something but I'm not sure which direction I will go. Energy? Exercise. An attempt to improve? 

A secular holiday? Or just try to keep sane in a difficult world.