I'm Too Loyal To My Imaginary Friend. Mirror? Mirage? Mastery? Mystery?

 Yeti. Is a novelette I'm currently tweaking. It's a massive I will eventually send to Iliona when I get done editing it. It won't be published in a vast campaign. It will be a discreet limited edition for a few writing coaches. I will send iliona a copy, of course, though the book is primarily written in English, and is more about my sparked imagination and personal highlights than about her gifted music. It may be translated eventually into other languages but there are always lots nuances in any text and a loss of subtlty is a concern. I don't know if she approves of my personality and style or if she only throws darts at my jpg. I find iliona's music invigorating and sustaining. I cheat on French culture with her. I'm too scared of her to meet her in Belgium because of Flanders. If iliona needs anything I will assist unless it's something as boring as WW8.